Hiaz really stressed out these days can't concenterate on my homework.....haf been satyin bck in school for quite alot of times because of CCA....UCC is like invading my life I can't seem to plan my time and I haf been delayin my homework and english homework seem to increase veri lesson and fail to pay attention in class..sci is gettin realli hard and I dun realli understand chapter 2....damn sian lar....UCC oso veri tough...every SAT gt trianin and WED oso gt and when I get home I am damn tired and dun feel like doin my homework nor even revise....I am so stress in homework...CCA and startin to haf some family problems.....fridays I haf parade....Y can't I be like my bro, he can plan his time so perfectly, he can excel both in studies and his CCA when he was sec 2,3 and 4 and I am always tinkin....y can he do it and y can't I...damn I am so stressed...feel like cryin sia but it seems tat I am not capable to handling my problem nor plan my time....I am so totally F*** up rite nw. I nw feel like quitin UCC but if I do tat all my trianins will go down to drian, it will not feel rite, feelin irresponsible and oso letting my teammates down...damn I so drama man typin all these down is like writin a story leh..haha..but on the bright side i gt promoted yesterday and now corporal haha veri happi sia but when marchin out to take my rank, march wrongly damn malu sia....end here